Thursday, March 29, 2012

otak kosong.

aku lihat,
aku tahu,
aku kenal.

tapi otak kosong.

aku bicara,
aku gelak,
aku tawa.

tapi otak kosong.

satu padah.
satu masalah.
satu "padan muka kau."

kerana otak kosong.

terima kasih.

p/s: salah diri. maaf, tak sengaja kerana otak kosong.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012


Recently, about last semester until now, I have been reading few books on self improvement, religion and relationship.. It started with my lecturers recommend that us-their students to read this book from Ustaz Hasrizal with title "Aku Terima Nikahnya".. I found this book few weeks after that, and totally at unexpected time. Starting from that I just love this kind of books genre. As I'm doing research on a revolution, I think I'm the one who's having a "revolution". haha.. From fiction addicts to a non-fiction addicts.. keke ^^

I learned lots of new thing that I never known before. It does makes me more mature. But, still I act childish around closest family and friends. ^^

Outcome from reading this books? For me, I learned that:
  • It is not necessary for us to be in a relationship while studying but it does not means that we can't find that somebody-to-be-with in future...keke ^^
  • It is important to choose somebody that can lead us to be a better person; in religion matters especially so that somebody can lead the family.
  • In family matters, we need to be a good example for our children to be a good person.
  • Kids need to be treat as 'human being' and not 'half-human'. Every grown up explanation are relevant for them even they may not understand it now. They have their own faith in learning Islam, who Allah is and the beloved Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. Don't teach them that they need to be afraid of "Momok" cause that nature faith which they need to be afraid of is "Allah".
  • The ways of a women thinking is different than a men thinking as they from different planets.
  • Men have their time in "cave", which they may be a different person that we supposed to know but they will be back as they are once they leave their "cave".
  • While women have their "well", they need to hit the bottom before they can climb up again and smile as usual -waves of moody.
  • Caring, Understanding, Respect, Validation, Reassurance and Devotion is what women looking for, while men need to receive Trust, Acceptance, Appreciation, Admiration, Approval and Encouragement.

Here some quotes that I love to share from these books - Aku Terima Nikahnya(AKA), Bercinta Sampai ke Syurga(BSkS) and Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus(MMWV).

"..Terimalah seseorang, seadanya. Kebaikannya disyukuri, kekurangannya diredhai.."
(Uztaz Hasrizal, AKA).

"Jangan dirosakkan kesediaan anak-anak untuk mengimani Allah. Salah satu cara fitrah itu dirosakkan oleh si ibu dan si bapa ialah apabila kesediaan anak mengimani TUHAN, digantikan dengan HANTU"
(Ustaz Hasrizal, BSkS).

The following quotes from MMWV book,
"Just as women are afraid of receiving, men are afraid of giving",

"Never go into a man's cave or you will be burned by the dragon"-hehe.. I like this quotes, even never been in this kind of situation, I think I can understand it.. ^^,

"A women's self-esteem rises and falls like a wave. When she hits bottom it is a time for emotional housecleaning",

"In relationship, men pull back and then get close, while women rise and fall in their ability to love themselves and others",

"Men argue for the right to be free while women argue for the right to be upset. Men want space while women want understanding" (John Gray, 1992)

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

3 sweetest situation

that a "Namja" do..and I think it sweet..

-This is through my experiments. No animal hurts during the experiment..haha.. Ok, there is no test or experiment, just my thought, opinion-

When he loves kids. He shows his love to the kids (can be nephews or nieces or babies). Just "Sweeeett" isn't it?

Sweet to see my 'abang2 saudara' take care of their child..

When he mad about something..and he made a poem about it. For example, when he stuck on the road with jam..he write a poem about it.
Just how sweet it is right?hehe.. Why? You can't think how to relate it huh? Then let it be..leave me in my world. haha..

Ok. actually, there is a reasonable explanation. I think it just "sweet" if men can cover his anger or let the anger out through other medium and not keep any grudge to it.. It does shows how patient he is right? and that's "sweet" to me.

When he being ask to do something (eg: hang the curtains)..he act like a grandma, talks or mumble for he doesn't like being ask to do it..but..still he do it-the request; till the end/finish!
Sweet right? haha..

Why would I say it 'sweet'? He might not like it-to do the thing that being ask by me., someone la..dreaming ya girl?!, but then he still doing it! And finish the task. Shows the love right? We know that he loves me..erk that someone..dreaming again?!

And that's it!

p/s: not expecting much..but still believe in it..

Friday, March 16, 2012

Love Change Hate Dust

hee... still remember trot song that i shared here last "here", to fresh your memory..hehe

So, after about three month I'm not share any new song.. This is it!

It's 사랑 먼지 (Love Dust)-Sarang Meonji; from Big Bang!! This song is from their new 5th Mini Album "Alive".. All song in that album are great! I love it all!

Actually before they release this mini album, "Blue" - their 2nd track in the album was release first as a single track! But I'm not gonna post that song here.. There is nothing wrong with the song anyway for I not post it here to be shared.. As I mention all song are great, it just that I love "Love Dust" more!!hehe... That's it!

Here's the romanization and translation of the song.. Enjoy!


Love (Love) Love(Change) Love (Hate) Love (Dust)
(Dust Dust Dust)

Nae chinguga ne yaegireulhae
Joha boyeo ttan mare gwaenhi gwareul nae
Eojjeomyeon ajikdo nae ttaeme nega
Himdeureo hagil baraenneunji molla

Yojeum gakkeum nado moreuge
Uri gachi jeulgyeo deutteon noraereulhae
Yetchu eoge jamgin oneul gateun nal
Iyu eopshi bogo shipeo jineun bam

Geuttaen naega neomu eoryeoseo
Sarangi eoryeoweoseo
Neol piharyeo goman haetji
Nan budami dwaetgo ~OH
Bulmani dwaetjyo ~OH
Kkeutnae neoreul ulligo

Oneuri jinamyeon
Neon sarajil meonji sarangi mweonji
Na seulpeo boindamyeon
Nae nunmureun yeongi chumchuneun yeongi cheoreom

Naeil imyeon tto amureohji anhke
Haruga shijakdwae neol itgo salgetjyo
Geujeo nega haengbokhae jigil naneun
Igoseseo namaseo useumyeo bireo julke

Hokshi gieokhani urideul cheoeum mannan nal
Sunsuhan miso gadeukhi Sauvignon Blanc
Neol hyanghan iyu eopneun sunjong ttaeron
Geochim eopteon chungdol
Ibyeori unmyeong iran hyeonshil ape
Nae majimak bunno

Machim deullyeo oneun radioeseo
Gonggam dweneun sayeon
Jigeum nae mamgwa ttokgattamyeon AY!
Honshi nega anilkka
Saenggakhada jami wa
Shiganeun cham ppalli ga
Neon jal isseulkka

Geuttaen naega neomu eoryeoseo
Sarangi eoryeoweoseo
Domang chiryeo goman haetji
Gyeolguk budami dwaego ~OH
Bulmani dwaetjyo ~OH
Ijen neujeo beoryeotjiman~

Oneuri jinamyeon
Neon sarajil meonji sarangi mweonji
Na seulpeo boindamyeon
Nae nunmureun yeongi chumchuneun yeongi cheoreom

Naeil imyeon tto amureohji anhke
Haruga shijakdwae neol itgo salgetjyo
Geujeo nega haengbokhae jigil naneun
Igoseseo namaseo useumyeo bireo julke

Eonjenga gireul jinada
Uri dashi mannal geureon nari ondamyeon
Geu eonjenganeun seoro dareun saramgwa
Haengbokhan moseubeuro useul su itge~ So long~

Oneuri jinamyeon
Neon sarajil meonji sarangi mweonji
Na seulpeo boindamyeon
Nae nunmureun yeongi chumchuneun yeongi cheoreom

Naeil imyeon tto amureohji anhke
Haruga shijakdwae neol itgo salgetjyo
Geujeo nega haengbokhae jigil naneun
Igoseseo namaseo useumyeo bireo julke


My friend talked about you
When he said you looked good, I got pointlessly angry
Maybe I still wanted you to suffer because of me

These days, without knowing, I sing the songs we used to listen to together
On days like this when I'm locked in old memories,
On nights when I miss you for no reason

I was too young back then
Love was hard so I tried to avoid you
It was too much pressure for me and so I was unhappy
So eventually, I made you cry

* When today passes, you will disappear like dust - what is love?
If I look sad, my tears are like smoke, like dancing smoke

** Tomorrow, my day will start like nothing is wrong and I will forget you
I'll just remain here, smiling, as I pray that you will be happy

Do you remember the day we first met?
Innocent smiles filled with Sauvignon Blanc
My submission to you without reason
Sometimes, our strong clashes
When separation became our fate-like reality, my last wrath

I hear stories from the radio that I agree with
It's exactly how I feel right now
I wonder if the story was sent by you as I fall asleep
Time passes so fast - I wonder if you're doing well

I was too young back then
Love was hard so I tried to escape
Eventually it was too much pressure so I became unhappy
Although now it's too late

* repeat

** repeat

If we ever run into each other on the streets
I hope we will look happy as we smile, each with a different person
So long

* repeat

** repeat

p/s: Translation in the video and what i've post might be slightly different.. but it just same in meaning, literally..

p/s again: Why I post the translation for it already include in the video? Well, simply because I know somehow that you might not interest to listen to, the lyric might attract you listen to the song..hehe.. ok! Enjoy it!

credits to applecutiee(video), pop!gasa(translation)

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Hari Tua..

Hehe.. 9 Mac hari tu..

Hari lahir budak ni..

Aiman Mohd Razi bin Shah Rizal..

Jadi....Pakcik Iqbal dia dengan berbesar hati nak buat majlis BBQ sempena besday dia... Dah orang nak buat majlis kan... Jadi sekali la kami tumpang sekaki menyambut Hari Tua kami..haha..walaupun seorang tu Hari Tua dia dah lepas.. 28 Feb, dan yang seorang lagi belum tiba Hari Tua dia (123...)

~ ekh..salah orang ekh yang belah kanan tu?hee ^^ ~

Best..BBQ party..rugi orang tu tak datang..haha ^^

Jutaan terima kasih ya kepada mereka yang wish..hee.. Sekali dengan kek strawberi yang aising putih tu..

kek comel yang sedap

credit: fb@Nor Fadhilah

p/s: Saya tak tua ya..hehe.. ^^

Friday, March 2, 2012

Yeay!! It's March!

MARCH!!! I love this month...really much.. why? why?



in MARCH...

there is one day that makes us remember how pain our Mom delivered us..I mean ME..and be thankful for it!

the only one day that everyone would treat us nicely! or.. vice versa..haha ^^


remind us on how old we are... again.. I mean ME!! Old huh? There is nothing with AGE..right? for I still believe I'm 22 years old.. never be old than that!haha ^^

Forever 22!!yeay!haha ^^