Friday, April 14, 2017

Ter'menangis'..

Hari ni, masa tengah bekerja..berbual dengan Manager aku. Masa tu sambil bercerita pasal besfren yang otw datang KL jumpa tunang dia.

Aku bercerita la, aku ada telepathy dgn besfren ni. Dari zaman belajar lagi, cuma aku tak bagitau si besfren ni..haha.. Ke aku ada bagitau dia, tak pasti.. Masa aku tetiba teringat dia, dia boleh text/contact aku. Padahal dah lama sangat tak contact. haha. Kebetulan ke? Mungkin kot..haha

Lepas tu Manager tanya, "lelaki ke perempuan?" Aku jawab xxxx.... Manager aku tanya lagi "Suka dia ekh?" Aku macam.."xxxxxx.."

Then aku buka cerita, bercerita pada Manager (about to tell the whole world ni..bila menaip dkt blog) Aku pernah dapat hint dari seseorang. Tapi, aku sangat slow sampai hari dia bertunang baru aku perasan yang sebelum ni dia pernah bagi hint bila kami berdua. haha..

Mesti cakap aku perasan je kan? Aku pasti itu hint untuk aku sebab perkara tu ada pada aku sahaja.


Masa buka cerita tu la aku baru termenangis. Guess, tak ada jodohkan aku dengan dia. Dia dah berfamili dah sekarang ni.

Jadi, kesimpulannya.. Aku tak faham hint. Aku macam sensitif tapi tak sensitif pun ^^.


Aku tahu jodoh aku belum sampai lagi.. Somewhere out there for sure! InsyaAllah.


If only dia bagi lagu ni dekat aku.. Confirm aku faham kot..haha Tapi masa tu lagu ni belum keluar pun..haha



p/s besfren: Telepathy tu betul kot sebab masa zaman belajar byk kali jadi masa aku teringat ko, tetiba ko contact. Pasal ko tunang pun, kuat firasat aku kata ko nak jumpa tunang ni, padahal aku tak tahu pun ko dah bertunang..haha  Wish you all the best and Congratz dear besfren. Hopefully, bila ko dah berfamili pun, ko masih ingat nak contact aku..hee

Tuesday, March 21, 2017

89, March 12

Ok, as title, yup! I am 28 years old this year!




Some update, I am still working as a Teacher😆 at the same place. Genap dua tahun dah pengalaman mengajar. Jadi sekarang ni tengah mencari peluang lain. 

Ada rasa macam nak sambung Master, tapi tak sure. Sebab ekonomi sekarang yang masih tak stabil. haha.

Kalau jadi sambung Master, aku mungkin ambil Master of Education kot.. Tak pun ambil balik Network..yang dah lama tinggal..erk, macam tak je.. haha.. Entah la, haven't plan it seriously yet.

For sure I am looking for chances to a better workplace and working experience. Sesiapa yang ada job untuk aku, boleh la contact aku ya.. haha

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Life as a mother of 20++ sugar glider. 

Kepada sesiapa yang nak membela sugar glider, boleh contact aku juga ya! Boleh bagi special price kat korang. huu..

Since I live alone now, anak-anak aku la jadi peneman. Hari tu nak buang sampah dekat bawah takut sensorang, panggil si Sugar (anak pertama aku), ajak dia teman, baik dia dengar kata. haha. Duduk elok je dalam pouch. huhu..

Oh! btw, aku tinggal kat area Bandar Seri Putra. Ada la sewa rumah dekat satu apartment area situ.

Tunggu masa je ni, settle adik aku dah dapat kerja nanti, aku balik Johor la kot. Tujuan aku pun pi merantau dekat negeri orang sebab nak menjaga adik. Tapi rasanya, macam dia je yang jaga aku. haha..😁

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 Life as a dreamer.

huuu.. I dream BIG! haha.. Nak ke South Korea. Nak cari kerja dekat NZ.. Takpun kerja dekat SK (tp working life kt sana tak best). Nak jumpa B.Y.G. macam-macam lagi la..haha

Oh! Partner aku insyaAllah tak lama lagi dah nak naik pelamin, tinggal la aku sensorang..uwaa 😭


Jadi itu je lah update dari aku. 


tata..👋


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Sunday, January 1, 2017

Happy New Year 2017!!




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Sunday, February 21, 2016

My Beloved Late Tok Yah

Just to share..

I lost my only Grandpa, TokYah on 18th of December 2015. Al-Fatihah to Hj. Ishak bin Ibrahim.

When I recall back, it was like bad feeling, sad, shocked mixed up in one time. It was an accident that took him, well it just simply an excuse as it just the time for him to go facing the Al-Mighty call isn't it.

That day..

I just got back from work; was driving home.. I got a habit that I like to turn on the GPS on my phone and placed it at the phone holder in my car; when I already know which route that I would exactly take to go home.

So I was driving, then suddenly there's whatsapp message comes in from the 'Cucu2 TokYah' group. As the title for the group, it's a group joined by all the Grandchildren for my Grandpa & Grandma.

I was driving so I didn't get to read the message, it just that I get to see that it was from one of my cousin, Kak Ein.

Along my drive, the message just keeps on coming in, I just kind of wandering what's going on with this people; what topic they've been discussing.


When I reach at my home, without shutting my engine, I take my phone and read the first message "Hasyir, Tokyah mcm mne?"

I was like, "what's happen to my TokYah?!" then I keep on reading.. then I know that he got into an accidents. He was driving home from my auntie's home to his house, and his car collided with Hilux truck.

Gila kan, Wira bertembung Hilux, so what happen with Wira? Hancur..

My cousin which is son of my auntie, Hasyir send us the picture of the Wira. My heart just stops, crushed. I was so worried for my Grandparents.

Yes. My TokMak also was there, Alhamdulillah she's fine when Hasyir informed us that day. It just that my TokYah that being taken to the hospital.

I called my dad, asking him "Akak nak balik Ayah, boleh?" but he just comfort me, telling me not to worried and said my TokYah is going to be ok.

So I got out from my car and walked to my house. When I reached home, I told my sister-which I guess she not yet found out about this heart-breaking news.

We just worried, but we just continued our routine as usual. I feed my 10 kids, and my sister that time she's washing our cloths..

Then when I just selesai solat Isyak, my sister hugged me and informed me that "TokYah dah tak de kak"..

I was shocked, saying to her "Bukannya tadi kata TokYah ok?", why suddenly.... tears just falling..

We just sobbing, crying.. and we went back to Batu Pahat around 3A.M; arrived around 5A.M at Batu Pahat.

Now, when I'm thinking and recall back, he quite skinny, he usually have bubbly+joker kind of personality, but during my brother's wedding day he kind of quiet, just looking around and when my cousin ask him to rest or sleep for awhile in the room, he refuse it. Some kind of knows that will be the last time for him to meet all the relatives.


 TokYah, Akak will always remember you. InsyaAllah kita akan jumpa lagi nanti ya!

Love you.


Up: TokYah and TokMak
Below: Cucu-cucu of TokYah&TokMak




ps: I'm sure there's lots of vocab + grammar + whatever mistakes I make in this post. Will try to improve me self, and  change that later.

Saturday, January 9, 2016

Happy New Year 2016!

Hi!! Happy New Year all!! 2016...Wishing only the good things will happen this year! Ok! Flash back year 2015.. Sepanjang tahun 2015 tahun lepas, ada satu post je.. Post pertama dan terakhir aku pada bulan 4!!hee.. Berkurun dan bersawang dah blog ni kan..huu.. Jadi, pada bulan Januari 2016 ni..aku kasi kemas-kemas sikit blog ni..

Monday, April 20, 2015

최고의 행운 (Best Luck)

Hi there! How's life?! huu.. Well me.. I'm fine! Sorry could not keep my promise to keep on update the blog. huu.. SORRY.. TT

Happy belated New Year! No 'insa of New Year' from me this year. Sorry again.. hee

So, what's up with me during this 4 months? I change my job, 'quit' actually. But I am not a quitter! I just did it because I need to survive. Everyone I know leaves the company, so I don't want to hold to workload alone. My work require teamwork. I don't think I can survive the workload if I remain there..huu I'll die there, so I quit to survive!

But before send the resign letter, of course I did find new job! huu..

Well! I love my new job now! Alhamdulillah, I hope to remain there for a year at least.

I love kids! You know it, don't you?! huu.. Well, my new job is teach them! A Teacher..hee I am now!

Technology Teacher, a tutor. It's all about fun tutoring. I am not a 'FUN' person, so the start quite hard for me. But, after a month now, I think I am improving my self. More FUN Teacher. huu..

You know what comment I got from my kids, "Teacher.. boring!" then it really burns me up! I really need to learn how to be fun, because I love to teach them..hee

Then after a while, finally I got the comment "I love to come here, I cry when I couldn't come.." Really nice to hear that!

That's why I love them. MY KIDS!hee

Oh! there's some of them really easy to teach, some of them may take few weeks to get the lesson. Then some of them really good listener, but there is also the naughty one.

At first, I can't be firm with them, you know I am not the kind who like to scream and shout and easily get mad. Usually, I am resistant to bad manners, immune for I have my 'sabar'. My boss keep asking me to be firm with the naughty one.

After thing gets out of control, I can't resist anymore then I finally got explode..huu... Menangis kau..'anak' aku depan mak dia (cause I report their mom for his behavior).. Kesian pulak tengok... Melt my heart when I see my kid crying at that time.

Currently, I think it's about 4-5 times I got explode during class. huu..

Oh! you know what! I have my own family now. The Kwon's..haha since I am Kwon Akira..haha I have Sugar my eldest son, Honey my daughter who is a wife to Sugar.. and their baby Areum, a male. Then coming soon, I think I am going to name the baby MinKi / MinJi..huu

K, here's Best Luck from me!




p/s: Hari-hari terserempak dengan abang2 chef! Sangat cool diowg..hoho, dulu kt WM selalu lalu depan kedai kereta, tu yg suka abang2 mekanik..sekarang Chef pulak! haha.. Bila asik mengajar anak yang mix Mat Salleh ni, ada terslip rasa cam nak cari Mat Salleh lorr! hoho.. but then I shake it off from my head and come back down to earth saying that "Who ever loves me for me, then he is the one lorr!" huu.. There is saying "Good company is hard to find". Really it's true but I hope I can find one someday!