Shout out to everyone..

I want to make it as simple as possible for this post. As I'm about to sleep..tomorrow i have to wake up early, cause its my turn to awake Miss Chocolate. That's Miss Chocolate's request. She got tired for hardly make me jump out from my bed..huhu..Sorry for that ya Miss Chocolate.

Now back to the point.

I just want to wish everyone..

"Selamat Hari Raya!!!"


"Maaf zahir dan batin ya!"


and


"Enjoy your holiday.."

Marah+Sabar = Geram

Engkau bilang apa?
Kau tak pernah bilang apa-apa.

Dia!
hanya dia yang berkata.

awalannya..
engkau rasa dia juga sama.
tapi..
kini kau ragu.


Sabar.
engkau tahu dia punya sabar.
akan kau yang tak tahu erti sabar.

tapi..
engkau juga punya perasaan.
dia tahu itu?!

aku mahu tanya..
dia sedar akan diri tak?
kenapa dia boleh perlaku engkau begitu..
tapi kau tak boleh perlaku sebegitu kembali kepada dia?

kenapa dia boleh berdrama..
yang mencabar kesabaran, yang mengoda segala iman engkau..
tapi kau?!
tak boleh..

Boleh?!kalau benar boleh mengapa dia titiskan air mata.
Jangan lagak seperti anak kecil lah!

Aku minta maaf.
Dan aku rasa engkau harus minta maaf,
kalau kau buat dia sakit hati.
tapi tolong..
jika dia tak mahu engkau perlaku sebegitu..
JANGAN PERLAKU KAU SEBEGITU JUGA!

Simpan ayat bernanah itu untuk orang lain.
Terima kasih.


Maaf.
Aku masih sayang engkau,kau dan dia.
Dan aku bayar hutang air mata yang tumpah itu sekarang.


pm 9.28 t-9.15
tanah aku lahir.

Late.

LATE..


There is no LATE's in my life.
No such word in every litle things i do.

Maybe i'm such a latecomer..
So, that i adapt it comfortably.
But, trust me..
We're no late in everything.

Past, present and tomorrow.
Will be waiting for us..
To walk in it,
To decorate it,
With beautiful memories.


To the last minute in everything..
Was never too late
Until we said it so.


Even we run out of a seconds..
There will be another seconds that keep us walking forward.

Here..
Now and then..
It was never too late.
Actually.

Sorry..
My bad there.
For being late.
But, it was never too late.

-qilaz-

Malam Khamis aku..

music playing: marilyn manson's song


Alkisahnya..

Semalam..aku dengan 4 orang bodyguard pergi hangout sama-sama. Mulanya, si Bodyguard A yang ajak keluar..
Nak pergi main bowling katanya. Then, when we reach there, the counter lady kata 'fully booked!'. So, tak jadi lah main bowling..Takpa yer Cik Bodyguard A, kita pergi lain kali ya!huhu

Kemudiannya, kami berlima buat round table, bincang untuk rencana kedua-ala2 Plan B lorr..huhu. So, sebulat suara semua kata pergi tengok wayang..Yeah!!Masa untuk NONTON!huhu..

Mulanya, semua macam hendak tengok the Final Destination-ya!saya belum nonton ini cerita..kerana atas sebab2 tertentu..huhu.. Tapi, selepas tiba di destinasi kami..masing-masing excited bila nampak ada cerita yang lebih baru..so, kami pun sepakat kata mahu tengok GAMER. Special Bodyguard aku kata dia dah tengok trailer movie ni, macam best..Dia kata.

So, we watched the movie!

Ops!lupa mahu selitkan beberapa babak sebelum kami nonton..di mana kami menunjukkan bakat masing-masing dalam bidang nyanyian..huhu Bodyguard A kata..Aku di rank yang ke-5..atau kata lain..paling tak best lorr!haha..-agak lancang di situ Bodyguard A!..tapi aku terima!aku masih belajar..huhu..for sure kalau nyanyi live tanpa mic, aku lorr yang menang!ada benar Bodyguard A?haha..


Point of view aku:

Gamer.

Boleh lorr..huhu. Maksud aku..BEST ok!..huhu..tapi aku tak tahu mahu bagi berapa bintang..hehe.. Aku syorkan orang-orang yang 'freaky gila games' tengok movie ni.. mungkin korang dapat keinsafan daripada movie ni..haha
joking only ya fellows..huhu

Ok!cerita aku..
Mula je tengok cerita ni, aku dah dapat agak..situasi ni sama macam aku tengok adik aku, abang2 saudara aku, kawan2 aku, dan tak terkecuali 'Muchuk' aku tu MAIN GAME! Gila!memang sebijik scene dia..cuma ganti orang2 yang ala-ala 2D tu ganti dengan orang 'real flesh & blood'..tu je. Masa tu tak terlintas lagi lah pulak akan ada orang yang kontrol mereka2 ni..tapi, tak lama sangat pun..aku figure it out..yang diorang ni, manusia biasa yang main/berlakon dalam game tu..game tu, namanya SLAYERS.
Gilalah!-lagi sekali ia keluar..korang bayangkan..manusia macam kita ni..berada dalam keadaan macam game2 perang yang korang main..then, diorang mati pun bukan mati hidup semula tau! just put your self into their place... tak macam $*&%^*@ lah pula kan?haha..

Untuk further/real review..korang baca kat SINI lorr yer..huhu..

btw, aku layan lagu Marilyn Manson ni pun lepas aku tengok movie ni..Marilyn Manson, ROCKS!


Ok!That's all for now. Thank you..




p/s: Bodyguard2 ku..Hope ya don't mind with this 'Bodyguard', that define you guys. Korang memang Bodyguards aku kan?hehe..Sayang korang lorr!

Lagu untuk Kita.

D'Sound - Do I Need A Reason

Today when I saw you
I knew it was just like the first time
When you met my eyes I came close
And I felt like the first time

To hold back my fear
and feel you so near
I’ve never been this far before
To hold back my fear
and feel you so near
I’m scared of falling into deep this time

Do I need a reason to tell you why
I’m singing you this song
Do I need a reason to show you that
I know where I belong
Whenever I am weary I lean on
this feeling that I have
I am so much stronger now
Thankful, yes I am

Today I’ll renounce them,
the doubts and the fears I’ve been nursing
I’ll fly like a moth to the flame
and I’ll feel like the first time

To hold back my fear
and let you come near
I’ve never been this far before
To hold back my fear
and let you come near
I’m ‘fraid of loosing and still I go

Today when I saw you
I knew it was just like the first time
When you met my eyes I came close
And I felt like the first time

To hold back my fear
and feel you so near
I’ve never been this far before
To hold back my fear
and feel you so near
I’m scared of falling into deep this time

Do I need a reason to tell you why
I’m singing you this song
Do I need a reason to show you that
I know where I belong
Whenever I am weary I lean on
this feeling that I have
I am so much stronger now
Thankful, yes I am

Today I’ll renounce them,
the doubts and the fears I’ve been nursing
I’ll fly like a moth to the flame
and I’ll feel like the first time

To hold back my fear
and let you come near
I’ve never been this far before
To hold back my fear
and let you come near
I’m ‘fraid of loosing and still I go


p/s: Its like a love song that a lover will sang isn't it? but..to Me, as for Me, I'll captured the memories of KITA, and place it in this song..so, whenever i heard this beautiful song..it'll remind me of KITA.

Masa Kita.

Masa kita..

hampir pudar.
kerna ia sudah lapuk
dek kenangan.

Masa kita.
boleh dihitung,
boleh ditimbang,
hari yang tertinggal.

Masa kita.
entah bila akan dapat bersama.
gelak tawa, gurau senda.
seperti sekarang.

Masa kita,
dewasa sama,
belajar sama,
bermain sama,
hampir kontang.

Namun,
aku pasti.
satu hari nanti.
yang kontang itu akan terisi semula.
yang lapuk itu akan terang semula.

Dan masa kita.
akan tiba juga.

Masa kita.
jangan dibuang dari kotak minda kamu sekalian ya!

MASA KITA.
SELAMANYA..

Good Luck Guys!

"Buat yang terbaik untuk sesuatu.

Jika masih kurang, jangan putus asa!

Jangan harapkan benda/sesuatu sebelum berusaha bersungguh-sungguh.

Istiqamah dalam kerjakan sesuatu itu.

Terakhir..doa dan bertawakal."



Kata-kata aku untuk diri dan semua.

p/s: Semoga berjaya rakan-rakan seperjuanganku. =) Aja-aja fighting!!huhu..

Komapta..Ana-sshi

This song is just for YOU. Saranghea, Ana-sshi.
Mianhea..
na gateun saram manaseo apeuda cham manhi bujokhan naega..

neoman iyeo ya haneun nae maeumeul yongseo hagil
manhi bujokhaedo manhi mojarado ganjeolhi neol wonhaneun na in-geol..
ONLY YOU!

komawoyo nae gyeote meomulleo jwoso..
Kamsahamida.

p/s: Words in romanji..Not found the kanji writing lorr..Eotteoke?huhu..

Unspoken words

Sometimes..
there are words that suppose to be left
unspoken..

but,
not saying those words..
deny it and leaving the words behind.
It leave pain either.


----------the situation-----------

I was reading, reading..
turning the old paper..then suddenly i discover
the pictures -old faces of ..

It feels a bit funny..yet my heart still beat fast.

Hardly, I just ignore it..
Throw away those words.

and run.




qilaz.
29/8/09
5.35 pm, kamar Muar.

Bila aku kata..

Ketika kau lihat aku senyum, senyumlah kau membalas seikhlasnya.

Ketika kau lihat aku ketawa, gelak tawalah kau bersama.

Ketika kau lihat aku sendiri, janganlah kau beralih diri.

Ketika kau lihat aku bisu menyepi, jangan kau turut diam sepi.

Ketika kau lihat aku membenci, jangan kau simbahi lagi api.

Dan tika kau lihat aku semua dalam satu, kau beri aku satu dalam semua.

Sayangi aku untuk semua.

Semua untuk aku sayangi.

-Hidup kita tak lama..Kita perlu luah apa yang terbuku dalam hati-

-Jangan pendam rasa..Nanti dia lari!, Bila dia lari..susah untuk kita kejar-

p/s: Love my sisters, but i just don't know how to show it. Believe me girls, I'm thankful to have you, to met you in my life.