ThiS iS CrAzY!

well...! yesterday i went to my uncle house(my uncle..i called him pokde!huhu) -to visit my grandpa(tok yah, comes from atok ayah actually!), coz he's sick..old sickness nway, not too serious as my other grandpa- (this uncle actually is my mom's bro..)
we reach there at 10pm++ -after take me at my rmh sewe nway.. - then after few conversation..my mom n dad want to take my grandpa to urut...hopefully he will feel much better of coz.. -just my ibu ayah n my grandparent je yg gi sama, while me n adik stay kt umah pokde tu..huhu..(fyi: iqbal-my lil' bro- at dat time otw blik muar)
then after the urut session..diowg blik kt umah pokde smule...
we have a lil' conversation 'bout tok yah..then after selesai talking psal tok yah..ayah told me 'bout something else... -this is da point of 'ThiS iS CrAzY' nway!!-
So, he tellin' me that kak nurin(ank tukang urut+kakak angkt my lil' bro, Iqbal) already owned a new car!-second hand, Wira Hback special edition.. -i'm tellin'u! krete tu mmg lawa..wane marah plak!fav colour ak tu!-
and..abah kak nurin-we called him 'Wak'- nk tolak kete kancil lame kak nurin tu..nothing comes through my mind that time, actually when my dad told me..(but my dad has one nway..)
he seem pretty interest kt kete kancil tu...
we talk 'bout that car...and ayah cm survey kt ak, whether i want it or not but not directly..and not seriously okay!and push top!-end of story for that day

today!(24 jan..the day this story happen!)we come back to BP..-to rewang kt umah tokchik as my achu getting marry -we drop by for a while kt umah Wak(actually coz nk hantar Iqbal kt umah ayh angkt dier)...then there..we take a look at the car - da old and da new car that owned by kak nurin tu...- first we take a look kt wira..peh!mmg best ar kete tu..(as i told earlier) then...we take a look kt kete kancil lak..
wat a bizzare!kete tu x b'kunci...then ibu ngn slumber nyer bkk kete tu...then dier tgk2 dlm kete tu...after a few minute, she ask me to sit in there -at the driver sit nway-
then ak pown duduk n adjust sit tu...then cm dah pham pew yg ibu nk..ak pown try r pijak pedal2 yg der...huhu =)
then ibu tnyer.. "cmner?ok x?"
ak pown jwb..."bley r...!cm kete iqbal.." tp dlm ati ak...'kete iqbal tu ag best!!huhu...'
after that...kteowg trus kan p'jlnan g umah sewe ak.. -to drop me and my lil' sis,nadiah- (kteowg x g ikut rewang!huhu...ibu kte "lame t!x pyh ikut skali.." *cm tu lorr..lbey kurang..huhu*)
so..ak n nadiah duk kt umah sewe ak dr tgh ari smpai mlm..

9.30pm: ak online..(sbnr nyer nadiah yg nk on9 sgt!tp...ak conquer laptop ni smpai nadiah t'tidur...huhu..cian dier!)
11.10pm: ibu kol..."assalamualaikum..qila..t bkk gate dpan ekh..iqbal bwk kete awk"
"huh!ok ok...bye..assalmualaikum"-my reply
(pew yg cross kt my mind that time..'this is crazy! btul ke pew yg ak dgr ni?!kete ak? biar btul!?ak sndri pown lom decide pape! dis is crazy...)
then ak trun bwh n bkk kunci gate..- but not open da gate as ibu told!for safety..buat nyer diowg lmbt ag smpai!- then smbung on9 blik..nadiah kt sblah still dibuai mimpi...huhu..
11.27pm: iqbal call..."uit!bkk gate tau!"
"orait!"-i told him
then ak trun 'gain n open da gate..n..waiting...
x lame paz tu...ayah ibu smpai with saga n park kt sbrang jln...tp x msuk pown kt dpn umah ak..
(wah!ini x bley jd ni!..btul ke pew yg ak dgr ibu ckp tu...)
then...zup....ngn laju nyer adik ak tu drive msuk gate dpn umh ak...terkejut ak! -terkejut kerane laju giler dier drive..dah la ak terselit kt tepi gate tu..nseb baek ak slamat..huhu-
adik ak kuar je dr kete tu..ak terjah dier ngn byk soklan...!
dier x jwb pown pew yg ak tnyer..tp dier ckp.."nah!ko nk sgt kan" -cm x puas ati..je-
tp...dis is me, qilaz....pew ak kisah ngn reaksi dier!nway...coz ak xtau pape kan...!(ana know me well klu bab ni..)huhu...
then...after 20 minutes++ ibu inform ak sal kete tu...personally in my bed..
and....dat's it! i owned a car..now!
and....dat's a responsibility i have to take...
i'm gettin' old...and my mind...just immature!-i can't be like this-
i hate it...hate to realize all this!but...it's life anyway!
so...gambatte girl! u can face this! hashiridase hashiridase girl...!
-this is how i encourage my self...just ignore it ok!huhu-

k dat's all for now..sorry klu slah grammar or words kew...not good at this..
and..i'lltry to imprve it..slowly..huhu
c ya!

ExPeCT The UnExPeCTeD – part 2

Reason ak post EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED – part 1 adalah kerana….hari itu(14 jan) adalah hari yg sedih N happy + wateva feelin' is…!(but in different situation lol)
First situation:
Ak bgn lambat, coz ngantuk giler…serius!xpnah ak rse ngantuk cm2 smpai rse mlaz g klaz..!jam pown da kol brape mse tu.. Ana pulak, dah jd rutin dier tuk kejut kan ak hari2!dgn care..miskol handphone ak!-dier kte kije dier snang dgn m’gunakan care itu..coz sblum ni kije dier tu(kejutkan ak), dier wat dgn care ‘menyeru’ name ak dr ground floor umah kteowg tu!dier pnye seruan tu bley mngejutkan bkn saje ak..tp makcik sblah umah pown bley t’jage(or terkejut + pelik kot..ntah pape je la words nyer..pham2 sndri lorr) serius! care ana yg bru ni mmg best!coz ak bley silence kan handphone ak tu..(klu dier seru name ak tu..mne ak bley silence kan, kan?) hua2!!cian ana…*betapa susah nyer hidup ngn ak ni kan…owg tau ana!sebab tu…”gue sayang bangat sama lo…!”huhu…*
tp yg ak plik!ak bgn lg cpat dr care yg first tu..walopown ak bley silence kan hp tu…!xtau r klu ana rse, sebalik nyer..huhu..(Cuma hari ini je la…cara tu kurang b’kesan!huhu…)then after 5th or 6th miscall…bru ak bgn..then tgok mke ana..cm marah je!(of coz la kan…!sape x marah…I know I know..huhu)tp….ak takut tgok reaksi mke dier lorr…x pnah ak tgok dier wat face camtu…(tp klu tgok btul2, dier cute mse tu!-muke owg tgh marah kn mmg cute..huhu)ak snyap je(coz tkut!) smpai time nk kuar umah..bru ckp ngn dier…huhu
Then of coz lorr..ak miss klaz CN-ana pown t’miss klaz CN coz ak…!=(
First time tau kteowg x dtg klaz for this sem!(*ingt!len kli jgn miss klaz ag!)
nseb baek x byk things yg ak miss for dat class…

Expect da unexpected things in da story:
ak x sangka yg ak ngantuk giler smpai mlaz g klaz..then, x sangka dpt tgok muke ana yg cm2…tkut lol..
to ana – “len kli owg x wat ag…”uwaaa=(

Second situation:
Hari ni gek, paz abis klaz..ak gi merayap!tp tuk dpt bahan for our IP project tau..! Thanks to kak wunny, bad ‘raul’..huhu..and biela…coz sudi invite ak N ana tuk join diowg.. Happy bangat! Ana pown sme…dier happy!!ingat dier x happy….coz ak tinggal kn dier…huhu (dier bahagia tanpa ak?….owh tidak!!!)haha
k..da story…
kteowg mule2 gi Wet World…nk amik pic tuk projek kteowg..ak yg drive..coz kak wunny pnat…(cian dier..tido 1 jam lbey je)- dier kte..pecah rekod!first time dier tidur 1 jam lbey je…huhu-
back 2 story..Ak drive pnyer la ‘laju’….haha….tp…klu ak merempit(ayt kak wunny) lg lju kot!then care ak drive… mmg cm ‘pro’…smpai Bad pown tkut!hua3…..dier truz x kn ak drive….haha… (it’s all memories…nway!)then sesampai kt WetWorld..kteowg x bnr kn sesuke ati amik pic kecuali klu kite mandi lorr…huhu…so, tanpe buang mse kteowg pown gerak ke next destination Bukit or Gunung Soga*not sure lorr bkt or gunung…lbey kurang je la..bkt n gunung agk same kn…*tuk amik pic 4 da project…
then..di sana la ak meninggalkan ana tuk teman kan kak wunny yg keletihan…(dier x larat nk naik atas gunung/bkt tu) so, yg mendaki gunung or bkt tu Bad, biela-dgn baju kurung dier tu(expect the unexpected), and Ana…walopown x dpt naek atas, tp best coz dpt chat ngn kak wunny…then dpt mkn ABC…huhu…suke suke…=) huhu…things yg x dpt d’lupekan mse nga chat ngn kak wunny tu, pak kera or encik beruk *wateva their names*…dtg mengacau…byk pulak tu…!!nseb baek x bwk mknan kew pe…klu x, lg kacau!!huhu…
actually..mse nga chat2 ngn kak wunny tu…ak worry kt kwn ak sowg ni, anachan….-yg mendaki gunung soga without ak..huhu!! tp…hal sbnr harus dirahsiakan! Ana n kak wunny je yg tau kot…tu pown klu diowg pham pew yg ak merepek kt blog ni…huhu….

Expect da unexpected things in da story:
Biela mendaki gunung dgn baju kurung dier….wah!!...she’s such a wonder gurl!huhu
k…dats all…c ya….

P/s:harap maaf yer klu kowg xpham langsung pew msg yg ak nk smpai kn…huhu..i’m not good in dis story tellin’ nway…huhu

ExPeCT ThE UnExPeCTeD-part 1

“Adik-adik…abang-abang…kakak-kakak…murid-murid semua…Things that I want to share today….! “

EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED

“Ok….murid-murid!!” -* nk jd teacher jap!bley ekh?huhu…tp x bertauliah pown..so, jgn simpan kt u’r mind yea murid2….!!*=P

“Every day in our life, we must expect the unexpected things…so that our face tidak akan menunjukkan reaksi muke yang pelik untuk dilihat oleh manusia sekeliling kita atau sebaliknya..”

“Itu sahaja lesson kite hari ini ya!”
“Terima kasih murid-murid semua, kerana sudi membaca post ini” – huhu.. =)

My LiL' WeiRdo N HaPpY FaMiLy

do u know..?how we gonna be like when our age turn 70/80++?
we'll gonna be like a baby again-not physically of coz, but mentally.

Today - January 4, 2009(when I was writing dis post); I visited my grandfather-he's actually my father's uncle but my ayah live with him at young age; so, he’s already like my ayah’s father..he’s also like my grandpa-I luv him; as fyi I don’t have grandpa -at my father’s side; anymore..i never get a chance to meet my real grandpa actually neither see his picture..k back 2 da story..my grandpa-I called him tok chik(pronounce as cik); use to be a teacher(zaman perang jepun dlu tau!), all his child called him enchik/encik-weird name for father/ayah..coz usually enchik/encik is a polite form of address to a man..but..my weirdo family called their father, enchik- pronounce as encik; I don’t know la kalau ade family len same mcm mines..but I do know, there’s other family yg called their father with a weird name-mcm hafiz and hunny madu(fly fm’s dj), they called their father ‘Babo’…weird too rite..haha… and td kt umah tok chik..my lil’ cousin-khadijah(3 y.o)called her mother, ‘aya’..(dier confius antare ayah n mama kot!haha)n mama dier pnyer response bile ak ulang blik pkataan ‘aya’ tu-“ske ati dier la..”(sound mcm-lyn je la..)t’gelak ak mse tu..huhu
Ok..reason I visited tok chik is b’coz he is sick-paru-paru dier msuk air, kaki dier bengkak2 and of coz cannot walk..but he’s a strong man..i know it..(I’m crying here!haha)..at first my family-ayah, ibu, n adik2; already visited tok chik on last Friday..but they not take me along..as I’m at da college rite..i don’t even know dat my granpa is sick tau!until ptg tu ntah cmner tibe2 nk call my adik-nadiah; then she tell me dat she’s in tok chik’s house-at kg. bukit batu, senggarang..my reaction at dat time-huh!then why not take me along?!otw dr muar ke sengarang kn lalu college..; but I’m not tell her ‘bout it of coz..it’s not her fault rite..neither my parents..i’ve class nway..at nite I called my sis once more to check out whether they already back to muar yet!but nope, they still there..dat time I feel dis must be real bad…God I really want to meet my grandpa..

Then da next day, Saturday morning..i called my mom to ask ‘bout something else-but I do hope she’ll ask me to go to tok chik’s house..then, yes!she ask me whether I want to go along to tok chik’s house-as it’s my father’s turn to treat his enchik..she told me dat she will call back once they reach here in bp..fyi too, mse raye thn lpaz..i already heard tok chik’s condition..he’s already act like a child back then. Like, ape yg dier mntak dier nk time tu juga..i just excited to see tok chik-not a happy feeling but more to relief I guess..i wait…waiting..and waiting till I fell to sleep..i woke up at 4pm..i wondered why they haven’t call me yet..then I call my mom-not answer it..i call my sis-da same thing,no answer..call my bro-still no answer..i started to freak out-zit something happens to them..then finally..when I try to find my dad’s number, my mom called and told me dat my cousin-abg lan(relative of mom’s side), he’s a new doctor (fresh graduated doc) dat posting in my town-Muar of coz; comes for visit us..cian dier..bru la ni dpt kuar dr hospital pakar Sultanah Fatimah tu..(know it coz I’ve been there, watching he while working-busy giler dier coz rmai patient..huh!org muo sume sakit2!!haha)back 2 da story..so, da conclusion..we’re not coming..mlm tu gek ak crying..such a emo girl…daa…

Sunday, I finally get a chance to meet him-ayah ibu smpai kol 3.45pm then dr rmh sewa ak ke senggarang, ak yg drive..lju tau ak bwk..80km/h..haha..!!tp mmg kjap je..xlame pown p’jlnan nyer..when we reach..i’m da first person msuk then terjah truz kt bilik tok chik..ibu ayah pown relax2 je..huhu..msuk2 je bilik tok chik..der plak org yg unusual-sdare mare tok chik yg I don’t know lorr..dier tnye ak sape dey..then nseb baik uncle ak-chik li yg jwb..klu x bengang gek ak..da la sorang2..huhu..then cite pnyer cite der auntie yg unusual tu duk kt area taman ak ni..kt jln jerau klu x silap r!fyi..td kt umah tok chik..cousin2 ak sume kecik2..ak je la yg pling tua..comei2 lak cousin2 ak..pling kecik 3 bln..best mlayan karenah bdk2 kecik tu especially dija(yg called mama dier ‘aya’)..huhu..baby 3 bulan tu-hadi -ak jge dier mse dier tido..ske sgt..coz x nangis pown!snang jge..(klu ak dlu kecik2,hobby mmg ske mnangis-ibu yg cite,kisah benar yer!)ak jge hadi coz parent nye busy tlg acu*my auntie*k..back to tok chik..tok chik’s condition is getting’ better then da last time my parent visited him. Bengkak2 kat kaki dier pown da surut..what a relief..thank you Allah..luv U almighty Allah..then I smile at him..and he smile back at me..what a beautiful smile..i’ll keet dat smile 4eva in my mind..i never see him smile like dat at me…I just wish dat would’t be da last smile...i pray it to Allah..but honestly I’m afraid of it..pray along with me ya..ya Allah yang maha pngasih lg maha pnyanyang, pnjangkan lah umur dan permudahkan la sgala urusan kepada tok chik, Abd Majid bin Manan amin..Al-fatihah..

TQ ya..

k..here’s other story but at da same place,at my tok chik’s house..a good things dat will be happening in my family is my acu(pronounce ahcu) my youngest aunt-another weird name for usu/the youngest in sibling; she’s getting marry.fyi..i’m just look like her(and another that I resemble is my late aunt-arwah mak long sarah) but..she’s too way more pretty of coz!huhu..all 3 of us just look alike..coz we a family kn..huhu..(nway I noticed it-me n acu resemble- just last year, ridiculous me..other people must noticed it long before I’m..4 my late aunt, my uncle-chik li-noticed it when I was 17/18 y.o then he told me so..)she’s-my acu; getting’ prepare for her wedding..dier kemaskn bilik dier and throw away things yg dier not use lg(dgn cara wat donation pd anak2 sdare dier and cousin2 dier)..huhu..syg giler tau…baju2,beg2 and note books..sume cantik2 ag..ada stengah yg mahal2…pew la acu ni…huhu…org da nk kawin..brg2 alam remaja sume di sdekah kn ekh..huhu..nway to my acu..congrate ya..not to mention dat I got clothes, a beg and 2 note’s book from her..yet..i got my tok chik’s buku pantun..acu give it to me..she said ‘klu tak nak bg ayah’..but of coz nope!!i want to read it first!!buku pantun tu..di tulis dgn tulisan jawi and rumi..by my tok chik sndri tau!!-I’ll share it with u once I read it ya!!must be really interesting..-just a good handwriting u know-in jawi!!but..acu pnyer tulisan-rumi’s-…just alike me(as it never at the same height and width and size…haha)but at least I know where I inherit it from..huhu..and of coz…hers really nice…mines..buruk giler..huhu
*do you know dat we can know a person trough its handwriting…
I know how it is..in some way..to be honest..mines…org nyer just unpredictable!and unconsistent…others…guess la sndri or..wat research sndri..huhu…

K dat’s all for now..

HaPpY NeW YeAr

k...nothing much in here...just want to wish appy new year..
i hope to make a changes in my life as thn ni i'll turn to 20 y.o...hate to remind my self 'bout it..20's..wah!!big responsibilities....
so..as i realize 'bout it...and to make some changes i make a schedule for my self...so my life will be in a good array..huhu..but..i don't know how dis schedule will be last!!haha...but i'll dio my best to follow it!...wish me luck...

~Happy New Year~