" I feel that, My meaningless expressions, My ending breath, And also, Memories of you that I wanted to erase " - Because - Sungkyu (Infinite)
It's hard..
To live with someone that we don't know, strangers.
It's hard..
To pretend everything's fine when it's not.
It's hard..
To plan the future that give no promises.
It's hard..
To feel alive when it's already dead.
It's hard..
When we have the guts but no confidence.
but..
It's easy..
When we have someone by our side.
It's easy..
When we know where we belong to.
It's easy..
When we work together and not alone.
It's easy..
When we are loved.
It's easy..
To erase all those 'hard'.
and
I'm thankful.
I know I am being loved.
And I love you too.. You know that right?
p/s: It's hard..and I don't know why..I lie..I cry..and I want my 'Gemencheh' tonight!
p/s I lap U: Be happy ok! Sorry sgt2..cm lebih baik klu mcm sem lepas.. Tapi..
------------update---------------
p/s: Well..now I'm recover..I'm fine! The healing process is fast! (28/7/11@6:49pm)
Thursday, July 28, 2011
Monday, July 18, 2011
Putcha Hands Up!!!!!!!!!
-enjoying Give It To Me - 3rd track on Hands Up
Gosh!! I'm in excited mode now! huhu.. Straight to the point here.. I just receive my Hands Up album!!!yeah for that!!huhu ^^ -seriously just about 5 minute ago
So glad to hold it!!! Gerenti malam ni aku tidur nyenyak sebab ada 6 orang yang nyanyikan 'lullaby song' untuk aku!huhu...
Well now I would like to introduce you.... My Precious!!keke
hee..picture above is its first page.. and below..when it comes out from the package..
-currently playing: Thank You - 12th track on Hands Up
Gosh now I'm feeling so... thankful!! macam nak jerit "Gamsahabnida!!!!!!!!!!!"hehe..dan untuk apa? aku pun tak tahu..hehe...-dah 'ter'over excited nampaknya
Dan yang paling special sekali...
FYI, album ni naik kapal terbang tau!! berlepas dari Korea Selatan..keke...Owner dia pun tak pernah naik kapal terbang lagi!! ish...grr...
And here.. aku nak ucapkan berbanyak terima kasih pada 'Unni'2 MyHottest2PM yang berpenat lelah meng'order', menyelesaikan masalah 'My Precious' aku ni yang terkandas dekat kastam, lagi... membalut dan pos pada aku!!huhu... Saranghea Unni!!!!!!!
Lastly, wish me bahagia dengan My Precious ni ekh!!huhu
p/s: I'm truly Hottest right?! Sebelum ni VIP, then lepas ni Inspirit pulak! Fuhh..kene saving ni!
Gosh!! I'm in excited mode now! huhu.. Straight to the point here.. I just receive my Hands Up album!!!yeah for that!!huhu ^^ -seriously just about 5 minute ago
So glad to hold it!!! Gerenti malam ni aku tidur nyenyak sebab ada 6 orang yang nyanyikan 'lullaby song' untuk aku!huhu...
Well now I would like to introduce you.... My Precious!!keke
-2PM The Second Album Hands Up-
hee..picture above is its first page.. and below..when it comes out from the package..
-currently playing: Thank You - 12th track on Hands Up
Gosh now I'm feeling so... thankful!! macam nak jerit "Gamsahabnida!!!!!!!!!!!"hehe..dan untuk apa? aku pun tak tahu..hehe...-dah 'ter'over excited nampaknya
Dan yang paling special sekali...
ini tanda 'original' yer... dari KOMCA (Korea Music Copyright Association).
FYI, album ni naik kapal terbang tau!! berlepas dari Korea Selatan..keke...Owner dia pun tak pernah naik kapal terbang lagi!! ish...grr...
And here.. aku nak ucapkan berbanyak terima kasih pada 'Unni'2 MyHottest2PM yang berpenat lelah meng'order', menyelesaikan masalah 'My Precious' aku ni yang terkandas dekat kastam, lagi... membalut dan pos pada aku!!huhu... Saranghea Unni!!!!!!!
Lastly, wish me bahagia dengan My Precious ni ekh!!huhu
Taecyeon Oppa!!Saranghea!
p/s: I'm truly Hottest right?! Sebelum ni VIP, then lepas ni Inspirit pulak! Fuhh..kene saving ni!
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Quick Post!!!
huhu....
wishing Happy Belated Birthday to 윤두준 (Yoon Doojoon)
His birthday is on 4th of July..
my 두두 (Doodoo)
And... remember my post here about 3 guy that i got crushed to...hehe..
From my post before..he is the 'Tempat Kedua' guy!!huhu..
well now i should raise my flag to this girl Goo Hara (from Kara)..
I bet she's a nice girl!
And....
I think I should announce a new replacement for Junhyung!! haha ^^
k..see ya!
wishing Happy Belated Birthday to 윤두준 (Yoon Doojoon)
His birthday is on 4th of July..
my 두두 (Doodoo)And... remember my post here about 3 guy that i got crushed to...hehe..
From my post before..he is the 'Tempat Kedua' guy!!huhu..
well now i should raise my flag to this girl Goo Hara (from Kara)..
I bet she's a nice girl!And....
I think I should announce a new replacement for Junhyung!! haha ^^
k..see ya!
Friday, July 1, 2011
say KIMCHI!!!!
hehe..Introducing!!!!
My first ever kimchi..made by Miss Qiqi wholeheartedly..- daa ayat nak macam buat drama ^^
dah lama dah aku buat kimchi ni..tapi tak post kat sini je..sebab malas nak upload picture..
erk..upload kau malas ekh..?? kalau bab men'download' kau rajin!!
Kimchi ni..bagi yang tak suka tengok cerita Korea, adalah satu makanan orang Korea. Kimchi ni terhasil dengan cara fermentation (macam jeruk tu..)
Puas aku tunggu 2 hari tau!keke..untuk makan kimchi ni..
Lepas tu..bau dia! Harum semerbak satu rumah.keke...melampau tu...berbau satu dapur je la!huhu..
Rasa dia...sedap!!!ceh!puji diri sendiri pulak!-menyampah aku-
Actually rasa dia masam2 and pedas2 sikit macam tu la..then crunchy..keke..tapi janganlah kau imagine crunchy macam kau makan keropok ikan tu..huhu ^^ crunchy tu macam kau makan lobak asin..hah!tapi rasa masin tu tak semasin lobak asin..dia masin macam masin secukup rasa sahaja!ok.. dapat bayangkannya?hehe..
hu..tiba2 rasa nak buat kimchi lagi..tapi..saya tak rajin sekarang!huhu ^^
kalau taste lidah orang Melayu macam aku ni, masa mula2 tu macam pelik je.. tapi.. aku ni kan memang dah prepare sepenuh hati nak hidup dengan mamat Korea..well -ayat nak berlagak, memang takda hal la dengan rasa kimchi ni!!haha ^^
Bila aku tanya adik aku..agak2 boleh tak jadi menantu orang Korea..Adik aku jawab.."BOLEH!"
yeay!!..hehe ^^
<<< perasaan!...belajar pun belum khatam, dah nak berangan jadi menantu makcik Korea pulak.keke... >>>
Kenapa aku nak buat kimchi ni pada mulanya?? cuba teka...cepat cepat!!hehe
Sebab sebenarnya..saya dah jumpa pilihan hati!
Keke..bukan la...Sebenarnya..dah lama dah aku nak buat kimchi ni..memang semenjak zaman Diploma lagi la, masa aku baru2 kenal Korea dulu..aku dah teringin nak buat kimchi..Siap tengok google..youtube...semua lah pasal kimchi ni..hehe..
Dan..pada tanggal 31 Disember 2010 la baru aku selamat merealisasi kan mimpi aku tu..
-tengok!!lama tak aku simpan post/cerita ni buat pekasam..haha ^^
Selain daripada itu, -ni ayat dah macam dalam karangan da..haha ^^ sebab dah nak habis cuti semester(masa sem 1 dulu).. -plan nak buat masa pertengahan cuti..akhirnya.sampai cuti dah nak habis baru cari barang2 nak buat kimchi tu semua.
Lagi sebab aku terpengaruh tengok U-Kiss main masak2 dalam realiti show Chef Kiss..ahak..mereka bukan main2 la..Kau memang kan Qila!Diaorang betul2 masak lah!
Lagi satu sebab..hehe.. Sebab terangsang dengan kejayaan membuat Kerabu Mangga...yeah!-sila tepuk tangan- huhu... Masa buat kerabu tu..Cik Chocolate telipon..Kesian dia..Sebab saya terlalu fokus membuat kerabu..saya cakap "Suka hati Ana la..".uhuk...Saya tak marah dia..Tapi..saya rasa mesti dia dah terasa hati..Minta maaf..Tak boleh hilang perangai yang satu ni..-Bila fokus membuat sesuatu..pasti ada yang 'ter' diabaikan. 'Ter' ok..erti tak sengaja..
Soorr rry...-cakap macam Jonghyun Shinee cakap dlm Hello Baby ekh Ana..
huhu...
Ok!that's all..jumpa di lain entry..da..
My first ever kimchi..made by Miss Qiqi wholeheartedly..- daa ayat nak macam buat drama ^^
dah lama dah aku buat kimchi ni..tapi tak post kat sini je..sebab malas nak upload picture..
erk..upload kau malas ekh..?? kalau bab men'download' kau rajin!!
Kimchi ni..bagi yang tak suka tengok cerita Korea, adalah satu makanan orang Korea. Kimchi ni terhasil dengan cara fermentation (macam jeruk tu..)
Puas aku tunggu 2 hari tau!keke..untuk makan kimchi ni..
Lepas tu..bau dia! Harum semerbak satu rumah.keke...melampau tu...berbau satu dapur je la!huhu..
Rasa dia...sedap!!!ceh!puji diri sendiri pulak!-menyampah aku-
Actually rasa dia masam2 and pedas2 sikit macam tu la..then crunchy..keke..tapi janganlah kau imagine crunchy macam kau makan keropok ikan tu..huhu ^^ crunchy tu macam kau makan lobak asin..hah!tapi rasa masin tu tak semasin lobak asin..dia masin macam masin secukup rasa sahaja!ok.. dapat bayangkannya?hehe..
hu..tiba2 rasa nak buat kimchi lagi..tapi..saya tak rajin sekarang!huhu ^^
kalau taste lidah orang Melayu macam aku ni, masa mula2 tu macam pelik je.. tapi.. aku ni kan memang dah prepare sepenuh hati nak hidup dengan mamat Korea..well -ayat nak berlagak, memang takda hal la dengan rasa kimchi ni!!haha ^^
Bila aku tanya adik aku..agak2 boleh tak jadi menantu orang Korea..Adik aku jawab.."BOLEH!"
yeay!!..hehe ^^
<<< perasaan!...belajar pun belum khatam, dah nak berangan jadi menantu makcik Korea pulak.keke... >>>
Kenapa aku nak buat kimchi ni pada mulanya?? cuba teka...cepat cepat!!hehe
Sebab sebenarnya..saya dah jumpa pilihan hati!
Keke..bukan la...Sebenarnya..dah lama dah aku nak buat kimchi ni..memang semenjak zaman Diploma lagi la, masa aku baru2 kenal Korea dulu..aku dah teringin nak buat kimchi..Siap tengok google..youtube...semua lah pasal kimchi ni..hehe..
Dan..pada tanggal 31 Disember 2010 la baru aku selamat merealisasi kan mimpi aku tu..
-tengok!!lama tak aku simpan post/cerita ni buat pekasam..haha ^^
Selain daripada itu, -ni ayat dah macam dalam karangan da..haha ^^ sebab dah nak habis cuti semester(masa sem 1 dulu).. -plan nak buat masa pertengahan cuti..akhirnya.sampai cuti dah nak habis baru cari barang2 nak buat kimchi tu semua.
Lagi sebab aku terpengaruh tengok U-Kiss main masak2 dalam realiti show Chef Kiss..ahak..mereka bukan main2 la..Kau memang kan Qila!Diaorang betul2 masak lah!
Lagi satu sebab..hehe.. Sebab terangsang dengan kejayaan membuat Kerabu Mangga...yeah!-sila tepuk tangan- huhu... Masa buat kerabu tu..Cik Chocolate telipon..Kesian dia..Sebab saya terlalu fokus membuat kerabu..saya cakap "Suka hati Ana la..".uhuk...Saya tak marah dia..Tapi..saya rasa mesti dia dah terasa hati..Minta maaf..Tak boleh hilang perangai yang satu ni..-Bila fokus membuat sesuatu..pasti ada yang 'ter' diabaikan. 'Ter' ok..erti tak sengaja..
Soorr rry...-cakap macam Jonghyun Shinee cakap dlm Hello Baby ekh Ana..
huhu...
Ok!that's all..jumpa di lain entry..da..
p/s: ayat suka hati itu telah menyebabkan miss Choco bayar yuran lebih rm50..untuk sem baru ni saya akan guide dia bebaik!huhu ^^
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Syukur..
Ada orang post blog pasal SYUKUR.. -my crush tapi dah jadi tunangan orang..uhuk
Post dia buat aku berfikir.. tentang pagi ni..
waktu aku dalam bas semasa hendak ke kampus... -jodoh ke atau punya 'brain wave' sama je..erk ada hati lagi ke? ^^
Aku SANGAT BERSYUKUR..Alhamdulillah..
dengan apa yang aku kecapi, yang aku inginkan, idamkan..
walau BELUM semuanya aku kecapi..
Aku tetap BERSYUKUR..
dan akan aku tambah lagi 'impian aku'...- TQ gak pada seorang ni sebab post dia ni >>click here<< hehe
post ni make myday night ..ahak..
Apa-apa pun... Aku bersyukur...Alhamdulillah...aku punya semua..
SEMPURNA SEMUA bagi aku..
p/s: tapi aku bukan insan sempurna! i'm not perfect..but i do try to be one..
Post dia buat aku berfikir.. tentang pagi ni..
waktu aku dalam bas semasa hendak ke kampus... -jodoh ke atau punya 'brain wave' sama je..erk ada hati lagi ke? ^^
Aku SANGAT BERSYUKUR..Alhamdulillah..
dengan apa yang aku kecapi, yang aku inginkan, idamkan..
walau BELUM semuanya aku kecapi..
Aku tetap BERSYUKUR..
dan akan aku tambah lagi 'impian aku'...- TQ gak pada seorang ni sebab post dia ni >>click here<< hehe
post ni make my
Apa-apa pun... Aku bersyukur...Alhamdulillah...aku punya semua..
SEMPURNA SEMUA bagi aku..
p/s: tapi aku bukan insan sempurna! i'm not perfect..but i do try to be one..
Emo Me..about 'thinking'
Sometimes..i do think..
about how stupid i am..
why am i need to think about others?
while they do not ever think of me..
they just think of themselves right?
what's better for them..
what's good to them..
they don't even care about me right?
- or i'm the one who selfish here? -
thinking........
if someone run fast, let them be..
for you can not catch them,
if you think so.
but if you think you can catch up with them?
just run as fast as them are..
just make sure, don't fall, don't sigh, don't look back!
am i right?
............
for me, i have my confidence.
of finishing this whole stuff.
but, to think it ALONE.
that's a problem.
because there's NO FUN for not having someone that i close to.
but it's FUN too..
for knowing someone new.
still it worry me, cause i need lot of time to know a person.
to be able to talk, laugh and enjoy together is fine.
but to be able to LOVE them is pretty hard.
because once i love.. it last forever in my heart n mind.
i love my family and friends.
because only 'them' is all i have.
AND always HIM the Owner of this World i can turn to,
NOW n 4EVA.
p/s: don't ever try to understand me, and if i ever try HARD to understand ya just slap me HARD back, on my face..or better just kill me..
p/s iLapU: this is not about you..! don't get it wrong.. its about ME.. Me here i'm talking about.. SORRY..i'm no good for a friend anyway.. "Good nite, sweet dream, mimpi A********!"
about how stupid i am..
why am i need to think about others?
while they do not ever think of me..
they just think of themselves right?
what's better for them..
what's good to them..
they don't even care about me right?
- or i'm the one who selfish here? -
thinking........
if someone run fast, let them be..
for you can not catch them,
if you think so.
but if you think you can catch up with them?
just run as fast as them are..
just make sure, don't fall, don't sigh, don't look back!
am i right?
............
for me, i have my confidence.
of finishing this whole stuff.
but, to think it ALONE.
that's a problem.
because there's NO FUN for not having someone that i close to.
but it's FUN too..
for knowing someone new.
still it worry me, cause i need lot of time to know a person.
to be able to talk, laugh and enjoy together is fine.
but to be able to LOVE them is pretty hard.
because once i love.. it last forever in my heart n mind.
i love my family and friends.
because only 'them' is all i have.
AND always HIM the Owner of this World i can turn to,
NOW n 4EVA.
p/s: don't ever try to understand me, and if i ever try HARD to understand ya just slap me HARD back, on my face..or better just kill me..
p/s iLapU: this is not about you..! don't get it wrong.. its about ME.. Me here i'm talking about.. SORRY..i'm no good for a friend anyway.. "Good nite, sweet dream, mimpi A********!"
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