To ME!!!! That getting farther away..

This song is for myself! 야 아키라!! 정신차려! 제발.. 




credit: Platypizz2

Jang Beom Jun (Busker Busker)

Introducing.. My 2012 CRUSH..

I admire him. We born on the same year. But, he kind of older than me as he is Korean*..haha ^^  He is a student (of Sangmyung University), a song writer and a singer. His voice. Gosh. I love it. Addicted to his voice. keke

His band is an indie band called Busker Busker. With other 2 members (his hoobae and English lecturer), they made a good music.

This is their song. Enjoy!

첫사랑-First Love (original song)

첫사랑-First Love (studio/live version)

Translation

When I first saw you, it was very different
I want to talk to you
Every time you smile, I find this out
Now every time I see you, my heart gets so big
Now all my time will be spent always laughing with you,
Longing for this night, wanting more out of a day
As I wait for you
What do I do? I’m still so bad at this
But my feelings have leaked and my heart grew bigger
And it keeps leaking
When you’re not here, it’s painful
I want to tell you how I feel
When I close my eyes, I picture you again
Now each time I breathe, you become so big
Now all my love will be spent always laughing with you,
Longing for this night, wanting more out of a day
As I wait for you
What do I do? I’m still so bad at this
But my feelings have leaked and my heart grew bigger
And it keeps leaking
Beautiful you, I tried to hold it in but
The night is getting dark and loneliness is coming
What do I do? I’m still so bad at this
But my feelings have leaked and my heart grew bigger
And it keeps leaking a little bit more
I tried to hold it in but
My heart has grown bigger and your heart has grown bigger


꽃송이가 (The Flowers)

Translation

I persuade you to play badminton with me
I call you out for a cup of coffee
I persuade you to talk a walk around town
But you never
say yes or no
The flowers, the flowers,
yes, yes, they have bloomed
The flowers, the flowers, that one flower,
yes, yes, it has bloomed
The countless people on the streets,
the people on that street
Yes, how special am I to you?
That’s the hard part, that’s the hard part,
that’s the hard part
I persuade you to grab some delicious food
I call you out to watch a movie
I persuade you to take a walk around the lake
But you never
say yes or no
The flowers, the flowers,
yes, yes, they have bloomed
The flowers, the flowers, that one flower,
yes, yes, it has bloomed
The countless people on the streets,
the people on that street
Yes, how special am I to you?
That’s the hard part, that’s the hard part,
that’s the hard part
I like it, I like it, harmonica solo
The flowers, the flowers,
yes, yes, they have bloomed
The flowers, the flowers, that one flower,
yes, yes, it has bloomed
The countless people on the streets,
the people on that street
Yes, how special am I to you?
That’s the hard part, that’s the hard part,
that’s the hard part

(*Korean counts age starts from the baby in their mother womb)
p/s: with one night I went to sleep with this BJ lullaby, the next morning.. I can simply sing along with it.
p/s 2 BJ: response to 'The Flowers' song.. Of course you're special to me!!uhuhu.. opss..GD oppa eotteokke?hehe.. nae. maja-yo. that's the hardest part. keke.

kredits to kiti8119 and  teresashkim

Qoutes

Recently, about last semester until now, I have been reading few books on self improvement, religion and relationship.. It started with my lecturers recommend that us-their students to read this book from Ustaz Hasrizal with title "Aku Terima Nikahnya".. I found this book few weeks after that, and totally at unexpected time. Starting from that I just love this kind of books genre. As I'm doing research on a revolution, I think I'm the one who's having a "revolution". haha.. From fiction addicts to a non-fiction addicts.. keke ^^

I learned lots of new thing that I never known before. It does makes me more mature. But, still I act childish around closest family and friends. ^^

Outcome from reading this books? For me, I learned that:

• It is not necessary for us to be in a relationship while studying but it does not means that we can't find that somebody-to-be-with in future...keke ^^
  

• It is important to choose somebody that can lead us to be a better person; in religion matters especially so that somebody can lead the family.
  

• In family matters, we need to be a good example for our children to be a good person.

• Kids need to be treat as 'human being' and not 'half-human'. Every grown up explanation are relevant for them even they may not understand it now. They have their own faith in learning Islam, who Allah is and the beloved Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. Don't teach them that they need to be afraid of "Momok" cause that nature faith which they need to be afraid of is "Allah".

• The ways of a women thinking is different than a men thinking as they from different planets.

• Men have their time in "cave", which they may be a different person that we supposed to know but they will be back as they are once they leave their "cave".

• While women have their "well", they need to hit the bottom before they can climb up again and smile as usual -waves of moody.

• Caring, Understanding, Respect, Validation, Reassurance and Devotion is what women looking for, while men need to receive Trust, Acceptance, Appreciation, Admiration, Approval and Encouragement.

Here some quotes that I love to share from these books - Aku Terima Nikahnya(AKA), Bercinta Sampai ke Syurga(BSkS) and Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus(MMWV).

"..Terimalah seseorang, seadanya. Kebaikannya disyukuri, kekurangannya diredhai.."
(Uztaz Hasrizal, AKA).

"Jangan dirosakkan kesediaan anak-anak untuk mengimani Allah. Salah satu cara fitrah itu dirosakkan oleh si ibu dan si bapa ialah apabila kesediaan anak mengimani TUHAN, digantikan dengan HANTU"
(Ustaz Hasrizal, BSkS).

The following quotes from MMWV book,

"Just as women are afraid of receiving, men are afraid of giving",

"Never go into a man's cave or you will be burned by the dragon"-hehe.. I like this quotes, even never been in this kind of situation, I think I can understand it.. ^^,

"A women's self-esteem rises and falls like a wave. When she hits bottom it is a time for emotional housecleaning",

"In relationship, men pull back and then get close, while women rise and fall in their ability to love themselves and others",

"Men argue for the right to be free while women argue for the right to be upset. Men want space while women want understanding" (John Gray, 1992)

New "Lagu yang aku Suka"

hehe...perasan tak??perasan tak?

ADA LAGU BARU!!!!!!hehe..

yang dekat side tepi tu!


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kalau tak nak camne?!

tak nak tak pe...tak paksa pun..uhhuuu... TT -ayat pasrah



Apa-apa pun...2 lagu tu best!!bagi aku la... maksud lagu tu? korang cari la sendiri.. hehe


Sebenarnya, bukan 2 lagu tu yang aku nak share sangat-sangat sekarang ni!!-masa aku taip post ni!


Aku nak share...lagu ni!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kalau korang dengar..korang mesti macam... "erk!gila qila dengar lagu ni!" haha.. Lagu ni lagu lama! Lagu jenis Trot lak tu..huhu.. tapi.. serius! Sedih gila lagu ni..macam aku yang tengah layan perasaan pepagi buta ni!haha ^^


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사랑 밖에 난 몰라 (I don’t know anything but love) – 심수봉 (Shim Su Bong)

The moment you stood next to me
I like it so much how you looked at me
Though yesterday I cried
Today because of you
My tomorrow will be happy

It’s not about his face, not about his style, no no
I just need his tender love
Forgetting all the time flowing
Now without you, I can’t do anything
I don’t know anything but love

For me who was abandoned without even thinking
The one person that cried for me
From the dream where I long to lean behind those broad shoulders
Please don’t wake up

I’ve always waited for this day
As much as the sorrowful time, please hold me
Cause you might fade away like that wind I had longed for
I love you. And I want to see you again if we are parted
I like you so much

Credits:
vid @saveliveangel

p/s: Lagu ni Jandi dlm Boys Over Flower ada nyanyi utk JunPyo.. uhuu TT

September 23th, 2011

An EMOTIONAL day!!


It's like

Hari Emosi Sedunia!

haha...^^




but, dunia tu..dunia aku la! bukan dunia luar na..hehe -in dreams la nak dengaq ekh..nak jejak kaki kat Utara nun...- ^^



yet still it's a BEAUTIFUL day!!




p/s: Kepala sakit lepas puas melalak..Apsal??