Showing posts with label me interpersonally. Show all posts
Showing posts with label me interpersonally. Show all posts

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

(그 한마디) That word..

그 한마디를..
너무 아파.

그 한마디를..
너무 날카로운.


Why each time it happen on my birthday?!!



제가 나쁜 사람이에요?
제가 그렇게 미워요?

웃으면 안 돼?
난 왜?

오늘은 내 생일거든요!



You should not come out with that word.


필요 없거든요!


Ah!답답해!

Wednesday, January 23, 2013

피(pi)

it started early last year.

hurt badly, and somehow i know there is something wrong going on.

now its bleeding.

can't stop.


 무서워..

Monday, December 24, 2012

The Best of Me (Zui Hao De Wo) - Jaycee Chan

I cry while watching this MV..   T_T

Somehow, I feel Jaycees' pains.



Translation of this song is available in the video..



FYI, Jaycee Chan/Fong is the singer and songwriter of this song which is the only son of Jackie Chan.






p/s: End of this video makes me smile.. Jaycee is funny..
p/s 2u: me too..want to give the best of me..even we're only friends..

 credit: yoomiee1@youtube

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

To ME!!!! That getting farther away..

This song is for myself! 야 아키라!! 정신차려! 제발.. 




credit: Platypizz2

Saturday, September 1, 2012

Selamat Hari Raya

Hope it's not too late to say this..


Selamat Hari Raya

Maaf Zahir dan Batin..



from..
   Me.. (Nur Aqilah Ismail)

Friday, April 27, 2012

Shall I erase it?

hehe.. U see..I'm in a fine mood..

Because it's HOLIDAY!kekeke..

No la! It's time to STUDY!! For Final Examination for this SEMESTER..


End with intro. Why I post that title? Well.. I am asking anyway..hehe

To myself. ^^


U know I'm kinda unstable. in mood. my mood. but..same goes to everyone else right? and for me.. when I am in such bad mood. I won't kept it inside. I thrown it away. not in front of that person, if I unsatisfied with that someone or something. but through my blog or twitter. just don't get me wrong. I am not such a coward for not saying it in front of that someone. but I know, if confrontation is made, it will start a war. and I'm not a fighter. I'm a lover ok!keke.. if I'm at wrong. I may reflect myself. but if I'm not wrong, than.. blog and twitter will be my medium to let it all out. I write this just to give a clear message that I'm not a bad person. but I'm not a good person either. hehe. just ME-in-the-middle.. keke.

and the title above.. shall I delete the bad post?erk..the post when I'm in bad mood? erm..... 그래서요..

for now..just let it be..I mean just let the post there right? for I don't hold grudge over them anyway. but I do feel guilty for published such "cruel post".. erm.. SORRY. that's all I can say. and I'm not asking to forgive me. cause I'm literally bad. but I do forgive that someone anyway..literally forgive?hehe..no. truly forgive. just don't do that again. please. I don't touch your things, I don't disturb you, I just need you guys to do the same. is it really hard? just hope to say that to them. ok.

End with the reasons behind the title.


to U! I'm SORRY too... For any hard feelings I gives or anything that may hurt U. For any mistakes. I AM SORRY.

GOOD LUCK with STUDYING!! GOOD LUCK for FINAL EXAM!!

and Thank U. This is for U.



p/s: U are my bestfren bestfren..and the BESTfrenz. Guy? in the song above..just change it with bestfren ok!!hehe..erk.. actually lagu above.."SWEET!" just enjoy it ok!hehe.. n my point is "Thank you for being here, Monday to Sunday." sweet right?keke.. who's sweet? I am..ekh no. U ARE sweet to me.

p/s lagi: kalau ajushi yang nyanyi lagu ni...cair aku.. haha ^^ ~Bogo tto bogo sippeo..~ melt..


kredits Platypizz2@Utube

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Did You Know?

  • I always write a post but publish the post at certain time. Not all post. Depends on my mood.
  • I can sleep early then wake up late. Sleep late and wake up early. Just whenever I want. haha. Kids will laugh at me if they read this. Stipud ftacs.
  • I love my family, my friends, my cats, my dully, my bubby, my rorry, my... erk.. too many ma.. haiya! Just so much love to be given la..keke
  • I love KPop and Kdrama till I can live with it without eating, sleeping, walking, any other with ...ing but not drinking la.. I need water at least to survive. keke
  • I easily forgot over something if that something forgot me. haha. don't understand ma? then just don't.
  • I cannot focus over something if my mind, my eye, my ear and my heart not gather. usually to stay focus I need a clear view of that something. by asking, disturbing, walking, moving, calling, texting and other ..ing. keke
  • I easily forgive and forget. patient. but I got my limit.
  • I hate and love cats, I hate and love someone, I hate and love myself.
  • I am a dreamer. I still believe my prince charming will come to me and we live happily ever after.
  • I trust on love at first sight. love after we know each other. but kind of hard to believe in love after married but don't know if this will change later.
  • I love taking picture of something that I think 'lovely', 'beautiful', 'something precious' and thankfully the results of the picture comes out just as what I thought. like beautiful. as it is. but lately, I lost my passion. need to recharge it.
  • I write Engrish not English. in hope of it gets better. need to practice talking. but I don't know....1husband with 4wives comes; how, when, why, what, who. keke
  • I am standing in the ground but head up in the sky. how? someone help me please.
  • I can read and write Bahasa Malaysia, English and Hangul. I understand Bahasa Malaysia, English and limit to Hangul and Mandarin. Currently learning Hangul(by podcast self-learning) and Arab(by reading 'Terjemahan per kata')
  • I don't know why I write this stpuid fcats. but I think someday it will be useful to me and someone in future perhaps. keke.
  • lastly, I can easily falling and rise up own my own. but I need time. while falling, I just need someone to hear me, keep me accompany and just watch over me. don't neglect me. I found that someone. but.. I just don't think much of it. just let it be the way it is. not too hopeful. cause I used to. I know me the best. but I don't know that someone know me as I know myself.
  • and the laassstt is I need someone that know me better than I know myself yet loves me as I am. and it is my family. right? keke. and miss Choco I think. thank you miss Choco. I LAP U. keke. next time if I found 'someone else' I'll make this kind of post again. Ok. haha. when will it be. wonder.



p/s: need to climbing up of the well. It's dark in the well. cold. I hate it. but can't help with it. I know I can get out from this well.. ya......!!climbing2! up up here I'm coming!

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

6th April?

6th April

Its a beautiful feeling.
Of how we hesitate to call or message someone,
yet that person gives call or send the message to us.

But how sorry it is.
To not notice it.



Wonderful, how unconscious mind can be connected that way.
It's amazing!





p/s: sorry sorry.. -nyanyi lagu SuJu sorry sorry ekh..keke-

p/s 2(keke): hesitate like wanna tell or not, wanna tell or not..then think "erm..it's ok la, they'll come anyway".. then, another situation "wanna ask or not, wanna ask or not".. finally it ended up "it's ok la, will come down anyway"

p/s 3: that person is a really good person..hehe.. ^^ if you-that person, can't remember or relate..then it's fine.. its late like 2 weeks already rite?huu.. but really am sorry.. tak perasan TT, tapi mmg dah nak bagitahu.. huuhuuhuu... ^^ k bye!

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Lagi 'Interesting Facts for Late Nite Snacks'

Baru belajar.. dalam bilik air tak baik nak emosi2.. nak menangis..sebab ada 'Jin Tandas'.. erk..

time nak emosi2 tu waktu terbaik bagi dia nak hasut kita.. Waa.. patutlah best je aku mandi lama2 dalam bilik air tu..haha ^^



Lepas ni kurang 5 minit akan aku deduct dari waktu mandi aku!! haha ^^

takde la.. kurang 5 minit akan aku peruntukkan untuk mandi..dah tak boleh nak lama2 duduk dalam bilik air..tapi dikecualikan apabila datang sembelit ye!! hhaha ^^



Ok! selamat pagi semua..



Tido.. zZZzz...



-untunglah aku kalau dapat tido-



(sumber)

p/s: Kali ni insomnia ke insomnia yang dibuat2..sebab dah tido lepas Maghrib tadi..Qila2!!

Interesting Facts for Late Nite Snacks

keke... malam2 buta macam ni.. aku dapat belajar sikit2 pasal:

Pesan Lukman al-Hakim pada anak dia.. Pernah baca artikel ni, tapi tak post kan pun.. so, malam ni aku postkan sikit je la..


01) “Wahai anakku! Janganlah engkau mempersekutukan Allah. Sesungguhnya mempersekutukan Allah itu adalah kezaliman yang besar.” -ayat 13, surah Lukman


02) “Dan kami wasiatkan (perintahkan) kepada manusia supaya berbuat baik kepada ibu bapanya. Bersyukurlah kepada-Ku; dan kepada Akulah tempat kembalimu.” - ayat 14, surah Lukman


03) “Dan kami wasiatkan (perintahkan) kepada manusia supaya berbuat baik kepada ibu bapanya. Ibunya telah mengandungnya dengan menanggung kelemahan atas kelemahan dan menceraikan susunya dalam masa dua tahun. Bersyukurlah kepadaku dan kepada ibu bapamu; dan kepada Akulah tempat kembalimu.” - ayat 14, surah Lukman


04) “Dan jika mereka berdua mendesakmu supaya engkau menyekutukan denganKu sesuatu yang enkau tidak mengetahui sungguh adanya, maka janganlah engkau taat kepada mereka; dan bergaullah dengan mereka didunia dengan cara yang baik” -ayat 15, surah Lukman


05) “Dan turutilah jalan orang yang kembali kepada-Ku.” -ayat 15, surah Lukman. Lukman menasihati anaknya supaya melalui jalan yang dilalui orang salih iaitu mereka yang kembali bertaut kepada Allah dengan keimanan, ketaatan dan meredah jalan yang lurus.


06) Lukman berpesan kepada anaknya supaya melakukan ‘pemerhatian’ hari kiamat dan arahan menyuruh dan meninggalkan sesuatu perkara di dalam menongkah arus dunia ini. Inilah yang diterangkan melalui ayat 15 surah Lukman bermaksud: “Kemudian kepada Akulah tempat kembali kamu, maka Aku akan menerangkan kepada kamu segala yang telah kamu kerjakan.”


07) “(Kata Lukman): Hai anakku! Sesungguhnya jika ada (amal engkau) seberat biji sawi dan ada (tersembunyi) dalam batu, di langit atau di bumi, itu akan dikemukakan oleh Allah dan Allah itu Halus (mengerti hal yang halus) dan Cukup Tahu.” -ayat 16, surah Lukman


08) “Wahai anakku, dirikanlah solat.” -ayat 17, surah Lukman


09) Lukman menyuruh anaknya berbuat yang makruf dan mencegah kemungkaran. Ini menunjukkan kepada kita bahawa arahan supaya menyuruh berbuat kebaikan dan mencegah kemungkaran daripada ‘tugasan’ yang terkandung di dalam seruan Ilahi kepada agama Islam sejak dulu lagi. “dan suruhlah mengerjakan yang baik, cegahlah perbuatan yang buruk.” -ayat 17, surah Lukman


10) Lukman menasihatkan anak kesayangannya agar bersabar seperti dalam ayat 17, surah Lukman; “Dan bersabarlah atas segala yang menimpamu.”


11) “Janganlah engkau memalingkan mukamu (kerana memandang rendah) kepada manusia” -ayat 18, surah Lukman


12) “Dan janganlah berjalan di bumi dengan berlagak sombong; sesungguhnya Allah tidak suka kepada tiap-tiap orang yang sombong takbur, lagi membanggakan diri.” -ayat 18, surah Lukman


13) “Dan sederhanakanlah langkahmu semasa berjalan.” -ayat 19, surah Lukman. Lukman menasihati anaknya supaya bersederhana ketika berjalan, tidak terlalu perlahan hingga menampakkan kemalasan atau terlalu lambat konon-kononnya ingin dikatakan zuhud.


14) Lukman menasihati anaknya supaya merendahkan suara dan mencukupi suaranya didengari mengikut hajat atau keperluan pendengar. “Dan rendahkanlah suaramu, sesungguhnya seburuk-buruk suara ialah suara keldai.” -ayat 19, surah Lukman.




(sumber: Tafsir Al-Quran per Kata)

Thursday, March 29, 2012

otak kosong.

aku lihat,
aku tahu,
aku kenal.


tapi otak kosong.


aku bicara,
aku gelak,
aku tawa.


tapi otak kosong.


satu padah.
satu masalah.
satu "padan muka kau."


kerana otak kosong.




terima kasih.





p/s: salah diri. maaf, tak sengaja kerana otak kosong.

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Qoutes

Recently, about last semester until now, I have been reading few books on self improvement, religion and relationship.. It started with my lecturers recommend that us-their students to read this book from Ustaz Hasrizal with title "Aku Terima Nikahnya".. I found this book few weeks after that, and totally at unexpected time. Starting from that I just love this kind of books genre. As I'm doing research on a revolution, I think I'm the one who's having a "revolution". haha.. From fiction addicts to a non-fiction addicts.. keke ^^

I learned lots of new thing that I never known before. It does makes me more mature. But, still I act childish around closest family and friends. ^^

Outcome from reading this books? For me, I learned that:
  • It is not necessary for us to be in a relationship while studying but it does not means that we can't find that somebody-to-be-with in future...keke ^^
  • It is important to choose somebody that can lead us to be a better person; in religion matters especially so that somebody can lead the family.
  • In family matters, we need to be a good example for our children to be a good person.
  • Kids need to be treat as 'human being' and not 'half-human'. Every grown up explanation are relevant for them even they may not understand it now. They have their own faith in learning Islam, who Allah is and the beloved Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. Don't teach them that they need to be afraid of "Momok" cause that nature faith which they need to be afraid of is "Allah".
  • The ways of a women thinking is different than a men thinking as they from different planets.
  • Men have their time in "cave", which they may be a different person that we supposed to know but they will be back as they are once they leave their "cave".
  • While women have their "well", they need to hit the bottom before they can climb up again and smile as usual -waves of moody.
  • Caring, Understanding, Respect, Validation, Reassurance and Devotion is what women looking for, while men need to receive Trust, Acceptance, Appreciation, Admiration, Approval and Encouragement.


Here some quotes that I love to share from these books - Aku Terima Nikahnya(AKA), Bercinta Sampai ke Syurga(BSkS) and Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus(MMWV).


"..Terimalah seseorang, seadanya. Kebaikannya disyukuri, kekurangannya diredhai.."
(Uztaz Hasrizal, AKA).


"Jangan dirosakkan kesediaan anak-anak untuk mengimani Allah. Salah satu cara fitrah itu dirosakkan oleh si ibu dan si bapa ialah apabila kesediaan anak mengimani TUHAN, digantikan dengan HANTU"
(Ustaz Hasrizal, BSkS).


The following quotes from MMWV book,
"Just as women are afraid of receiving, men are afraid of giving",

"Never go into a man's cave or you will be burned by the dragon"-hehe.. I like this quotes, even never been in this kind of situation, I think I can understand it.. ^^,

"A women's self-esteem rises and falls like a wave. When she hits bottom it is a time for emotional housecleaning",

"In relationship, men pull back and then get close, while women rise and fall in their ability to love themselves and others",

"Men argue for the right to be free while women argue for the right to be upset. Men want space while women want understanding" (John Gray, 1992)

Sunday, September 25, 2011

New "Lagu yang aku Suka"

hehe...perasan tak??perasan tak?

ADA LAGU BARU!!!!!!hehe..

yang dekat side tepi tu!


sila click play button itu untuk dengar ye!!!


kalau tak nak camne?!

tak nak tak pe...tak paksa pun..uhhuuu... TT -ayat pasrah



Apa-apa pun...2 lagu tu best!!bagi aku la... maksud lagu tu? korang cari la sendiri.. hehe


Sebenarnya, bukan 2 lagu tu yang aku nak share sangat-sangat sekarang ni!!-masa aku taip post ni!


Aku nak share...lagu ni!!!!!!!!!!!!




Kalau korang dengar..korang mesti macam... "erk!gila qila dengar lagu ni!" haha.. Lagu ni lagu lama! Lagu jenis Trot lak tu..huhu.. tapi.. serius! Sedih gila lagu ni..macam aku yang tengah layan perasaan pepagi buta ni!haha ^^


ok..sudah dengan karut lagi mengarut aku ni.. aku bagi maksud untuk lagu ni ye!! Kasi korang semua faham..


사랑 밖에 난 몰라 (I don’t know anything but love) – 심수봉 (Shim Su Bong)

The moment you stood next to me
I like it so much how you looked at me
Though yesterday I cried
Today because of you
My tomorrow will be happy

It’s not about his face, not about his style, no no
I just need his tender love
Forgetting all the time flowing
Now without you, I can’t do anything
I don’t know anything but love

For me who was abandoned without even thinking
The one person that cried for me
From the dream where I long to lean behind those broad shoulders
Please don’t wake up

I’ve always waited for this day
As much as the sorrowful time, please hold me
Cause you might fade away like that wind I had longed for
I love you. And I want to see you again if we are parted
I like you so much


Credits:
vid @saveliveangel

p/s: Lagu ni Jandi dlm Boys Over Flower ada nyanyi utk JunPyo.. uhuu TT

Friday, September 23, 2011

September 23th, 2011

An EMOTIONAL day!!


It's like


Hari Emosi Sedunia!


haha...^^




but, dunia tu..dunia aku la! bukan dunia luar na..hehe -in dreams la nak dengaq ekh..nak jejak kaki kat Utara nun...- ^^



yet still it's a BEAUTIFUL day!!




p/s: Kepala sakit lepas puas melalak..Apsal??

Saturday, August 20, 2011

I talk Crap #8

Holiday!! Yeay!!

Since dah lama aku tak ber"I talk Crap"..aku nak 'update' sekarang..

Macam yang aku post 'BUSY' dekat entry sebelum ni..aku memang 'busy' pun! Serius! Minggu yang penuh dengan assignment, report dan tidur!!hehe... Aku tak tahu la kenapa minggu ni aku asyik tidur awal (*takde la awal mana pun, tapi memang asyik nak tidur je), mungkin penat + letih kot! Mungkin jugak sebab aku naik malas! hehe... Macam mana?? Tak boleh jadi ni kan? Kene cari ubat untuk penyakit M tu...uhu...


Then, lagi satu sebab aku ber"I talk Crap" kali ni...


adalah kerana........



Aku tak puas hati!!!!


jarang aku tak puas hati ni!! Tanya orang yang dekat-dekat dengan aku.. Penah nampak aku tak puas hati??Rasanya diorang pun tak tahu macam mana rupa aku tak puas hati...Sebab jarang2 nampak..hehe...


Aku nak cerita pun, aku tak tahu macam mana nak mula. Yang penting dekat sini, aku TIDAK berpihak pada sesiapa pun.


Ok! Kita mula dengan tajuk "Hak". Semua orang ada hak masing-masingkan? Hak untuk dihormati, hak untuk kepentingan diri, hak untuk dihargai dan lain-lain. Dekat sini hak yang aku maksudkan adalah umum.

Aku bagi contoh, kalau A nak tidur, kita yang berjaga harus hormati. Contoh lain, kalau B nak bangun tidur dengan alarm yang berulang, kita juga harus hormati. Aku tak ada masalah dengan hal2 yang seperti itu. Sebab itu hak-hak mereka!! Tapi aku sangat bermasalah atau dengan kata lain, aku tak suka kalau hak2 yang pabila kita sudah hormati, tapi dicabuli oleh yang orang dihormatkan itu.. (boleh faham ke??hehe) Senang kata, macam aku dah bagi kaki, kau nak betis pulak!!


Agak-agak lah kan??!! Orang lain pendam je bila hak yang harus dihormati tu terpaksa dikorbankan. Semata-mata "Hormat!"-pada aku, dan "Tak nak cari gaduh!"-bagi Dia(*aku rasa Dia ada rasa hormat pada kau jugak walaupun dia kata taknak gaduh). Tapi, bila kau dah 'dihormat'kan. Kenapa kau tak hormat orang lain??! Geram ni...grrr.....


Dan aku..


Aku pun kira sangat "HOPELESS" sebab tak boleh cakap depan-depan macam "Boleh tak kau hormat kami jugak!!" Macam semua benda dia nak tanya... sampai aku solat apa pun dia nak tahu!! Agak-agaklah.. Aku pendam semua ni sebab taknak buruk-buruk kan orang.. Sebab aku pun buruk jugak!



Kepada Dia. Harap anda bersabar. Hormat dia, senyum pada dia, buat baik pada dia. Biar dia sendiri terasa. Biar orang buat jahat pada kita tapi kita tetap buat baik pada dia. What comes around, comes around.. Anyway, kamu dah bagi contoh yang baik masa ambilkan penyepit rambut dia. GOOD.... GIRL....!!(*dah macam apa je)kekeke...



p/s: Aku pun sensitif pada bunyi!! Serius...kalau nak aku analisis lagu-lagu Korea or main teka-teka lagu(kira lagu tu bunyi gak kan?) Aku boleh dapat 100%, 4flat! Cuma bila tidur, kadar sensitiviti pada bunyi+persekitaran tu menurun la..haha..tapi masih ok lagi!! Sebab alarm aku, dengan kadar segera aku tutup bila berbunyi..tapi tak bangun pun!! Tutup alarm je laju, bangun nya tak..terpaksa Miss Choco kejutkan..hehe ^^ Tapi takde lah sampai orang tu buat benda biasa untuk tidur aku jerit "BISINGLAH!!!" Kalau kau adik aku dah lama aku piat telinga suruh mintak maaf!! grr.....

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

BUSY!!



GETTING BUSY....


DAY BY DAY!!!





Thursday, August 4, 2011

I talk Crap #4

There is a quote says :

People cry, not because they're weak. It's because they've been strong for too long.






I cry a few drops only.. Then recovering..Then forgetting..Then act as nothing ever happen..Then smiling like ^^



p/s: Thank you Miss Choco...for lending me your ears... ^^

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Emo Me..about 'thinking'

Sometimes..i do think..

about how stupid i am..


why am i need to think about others?

while they do not ever think of me..


they just think of themselves right?

what's better for them..

what's good to them..



they don't even care about me right?




- or i'm the one who selfish here? -



thinking........




if someone run fast, let them be..

for you can not catch them,

if you think so.


but if you think you can catch up with them?

just run as fast as them are..

just make sure, don't fall, don't sigh, don't look back!



am i right?




............



for me, i have my confidence.

of finishing this whole stuff.

but, to think it ALONE.

that's a problem.


because there's NO FUN for not having someone that i close to.



but it's FUN too..
for knowing someone new.


still it worry me, cause i need lot of time to know a person.

to be able to talk, laugh and enjoy together is fine.

but to be able to LOVE them is pretty hard.


because once i love.. it last forever in my heart n mind.




i love my family and friends.


because only 'them' is all i have.


AND always HIM the Owner of this World i can turn to,


NOW n 4EVA.



p/s: don't ever try to understand me, and if i ever try HARD to understand ya just slap me HARD back, on my face..or better just kill me..


p/s iLapU: this is not about you..! don't get it wrong.. its about ME.. Me here i'm talking about.. SORRY..i'm no good for a friend anyway.. "Good nite, sweet dream, mimpi A********!"

Friday, February 25, 2011

Kekasih gelap ke terang?

huhu..

seperti yang aku katakan dalam post yang lepas2.hehe..kali ni aku nak bercerita mengenai tajuk di atas.


As you know. I am single ok! haha.. but not really available. Ceh! agak kau hot sale ke hapa?

haha..

Aku? agak2 korang.. aku ni pernah couple ke?haha..


Ok!nak bongkar rahsia ni..huhu..sila bersila di depan laptop anda sekarang..as the story has began~

haha ^^


Ok! a few facts about me you should know:
1. Me..not a girl into a short term of serious relationship.-for i believe nothing but Allah.
faham ke? haha..nak aku justify ke?hehe.. tak payah la..korang buat2 faham je la..

2.Me..believe when the time is come..that will be the right time.

3. Me..once had ais kacang-puppy love..hehe ^^

4. Easy to get crush..but easy to forget then.. huhu ^^



Ok! kembali pada cerita. Pasal fakta ke-3 tu.. Erm..first time ada orang cakap suka kat aku tau! Tak percaya? Aku pun tak percaya! haha.. But it was back then when i still got the lesung pipit on my face la..haha ^^ Zaman kanak2 dulu.. huhu.. tapi.. aku yang buat hal la! Ish Qila! Aku kira..kalau aku tak buat hal kan...aku boleh gerenti kitaorang kekal sampai sekarang! Serius! Tak main-main. Sebab apa aku sangat yakin? Sebab..antara kitaorang tak pernah ada rahsia..erk?ye ke..haha..

Tapi..sebab kesengalan aku. Dia pergi macam tu..uhuk T T..


Tapi..entah la..aku macam ada firasat..satu hari nanti..dia akan datang balik dalam hidup aku. Entah la~*agak macam dalam drama la plak!haha*


Apa-apa pun...Life must GO ON!!!huhu...


Dan up until now. Hidup aku penuh dengan kekasih gelap lah! haha ^^
-banyak kakasih gulap kau qila!-


haha..


Dan antaranya..si ZA tu..yang aku suka sebab dia punya blog+puisi2 dia+lakonan dia. Lagi.. yang Kedahan punya cerita pulak..adalah kerana vblog dia..huhu..tu je!haha..


Tu je? Ekh...lupa pulak...yang pasal mamat2 Korea tu..banyak kot! haha...-gelak guling2-


Ok! Itu je lah kisah antara kekasih gelap dan terang aku.



p/s: i am a dreamer. but i am real! I really understand the word REAL! so, don't misunderstood me.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Melodi Hati

lirik hidup aku
berubah menurut melodi.
bahasa dalam lirik aku,
adalah kata seni aku sendiri.


seni itu milik aku.
alangkah bagus kiranya
dapat aku berkongsi,
mengubah tiap bait bersama.


dan membentuk
satu lagu indah.

muar
0:20
23/11/2010